another loosy sunday...

looks like my dreams to IIMs r gonna shatter badly.. i cannot understand what is happenin... everytime i give a mock CAT , i c myself doing so many mistakes.. n next time when i rectify those.. there r some more that i do.. when is this all gonna end.. when will i b a topper... with only two months loft for cat .. it all looks so hazy.. the topper guy i met today says he do not practice.. now who will belive this Junk.. but the way he solves qus (without aggression, calmly reading the problem .. may b he is speakin truth ).. but if one is not require to slog why am i doing this.. n if i m doing it... shouldnt i get something.. where am i leading to .. GOD plss help me