another loosy sunday...

looks like my dreams to IIMs r gonna shatter badly.. i cannot understand what is happenin... everytime i give a mock CAT , i c myself doing so many mistakes.. n next time when i rectify those.. there r some more that i do.. when is this all gonna end.. when will i b a topper... with only two months loft for cat .. it all looks so hazy.. the topper guy i met today says he do not practice.. now who will belive this Junk.. but the way he solves qus (without aggression, calmly reading the problem .. may b he is speakin truth ).. but if one is not require to slog why am i doing this.. n if i m doing it... shouldnt i get something.. where am i leading to .. GOD plss help me

Happy Bday shalu

so the day finally came... 3rd september.. n when the day started (with dipti's gmorning msg) it dint looks as if I would b able to make it big.. looked all my plans for Shalu's bday were just waste of time with evrybody backing out to join in.. but hey i did it finally... only me n Priya went all the way to Navy nagar (then to my fav place on earth..US club.. thxs to abhishek..) to give shalu a bday suprise.. n her smile made my day.. though now i recall all of the day's experience it looks funny n strange how did it all happened.. but i m happy that i made it... spend somewhere like 7 hrs with her (4 online) on her special day... a sweet memory i can always keep with me.. thou she did ask me if this was "jus frennship" .. but hey i think she knows it n does not want to go along with it.. but how do i care.. as if i have expectations... love looks more good when it is sacrifised.. n its feels good if it comes back.. oh my god.. i have become all senti.. but had a very nice time Today....