a day that wil go down in my life

Yes.... Felt really bad today to know how irresponsible we ppl are... even today it is so easy to rule Indians.. all it needs is one fucking dictator..

A notice asking our batch was put up on the notice board on 22nd Aug (thou dated 18) and v were askied to pay the fees .. i dint understand the language of the notice ( it was mentined Final Yr B.Tech Sem I and repeat II) and the funniest part was no one amoung the entire 200 students did...... And so as the notice say the last day was 24th...gods Gracious!!!!!!!!!!!!.... so v missed it.. but are the deadlines there made for make people to work properly or suffer...when nobody paid the fees.. cant deadline be extended... n when the Mum uni has last date as 26th (as per office official)....

Well we really could have saved our asses if Shenoi would have co-operated; but he was of the opinion that even if the notice was put 3 days before, one should pay the fees. But isnt it dictatorship. He rather than helping the students, who give him the recognision of a Professor, is more adamant in ruling them, the best part being his statement "But I am with you". Is he worth calling a Prof. Is this what he teaches to his student, to take opportunity and make people suffer who indeed give you power? With Power responsibility do come, but who is supposed to guide a powerful man? And the worst part was my classmates reaction "Chod na, Rs 100 to hai." .How can they do it? Be afraid of something wrong done to them. Is this what the great and so famous Independence struggle in India teaches us? Are the morals and learnings of the struggle be respricted to the answer sheets. Shouldnt they be practised and inculcated. well feels really bad when people want to leave things just in order to aviod "phukat ka tension". I dont know why this is hurting me (may be Arundhati Roy effect), but it does feel bad.

Miles to go before i sleep

hurrrrrreeeeeeeeeyyyy... finnally scored a decent mark in one of the FLT s...got 90 percentile.... though it is just a samll beginning i feel confident now that i can do it.. wel al these days of enormous treachour and depression have resulted in something possitive.. thou i screwed up majorly in my strongest section,,, Quant....but again miles to go before i sleep... got a good news that i can give two mocks on the same day of IMS and CL... hope i do everythig and anything that is required of me..... God above,, thanks for everything and plsssss be with me all the time.......

life still goes on

anyways life still goes on......with me concentrating more on studies now... though i m enjoying my studies but am afraid of the attention i m getting from people because of this.... i dont know where i stand today but incase i dont clear CAT ... i dont want tht as a reason tht i fell uncomfortable wit ppl around... anyways i m the last one to care for that .. so lets hope for the best........

But recently i discovered that i have grown Ambidextrous.... i prefer sometimes to b introvert, sort of quite n stuff.. i really dont know how this nature came about... but i can feel it now...

also feel the responsiblities and my necessity to b serious about it.. thou some are towards me, some are towards my parents and some as myself now being a senior of my college...... life is entangling

hasta la vista Datar

So finally today Datar Left...... this is what Rathi Wrote for the Occasion

Farewell Datar

"We're sorry you're leaving and going away,
It's with sadness we're saying 'farewell' this glum day,
To our witty funny Datar,
the boy with the jelly,
But at least when you're gone it will be much less smelly.

This place will be quiet and dull when you're gone,
We'll miss all your jokes and your stories so long,
Your dodgy political views we will lack,
And pretty soon we will be wanting you back.

But then we'll remember what you're really like,
And be happy you went for a very long hike,
And left us in peace to get on with our work,
Because, after all, you're a bit of a burk.
So farewell Datar, we wish you the best,
We're sorry you're leaving and flying the nest,
Your job here is done,
and your role's come a cropper,
But at least in our college there'll be one less ex-copper.


Datar was more like a batchmate to me than a senior.. spend the complete 3 years with him.. starting from our first movie in the group which happened to be XXX .. to the days when he was searching for jobs after the graduation .. to the days when he came back from TVS (where he used to give missed calls to nos in his phone book hoping someone will call).. to the days when he came back again to apply and finally go away..........

His departure gave a feeling of Depression but also motivating. Sounds like a paradox but is so true... on one hand i will b missing him and the thought weather i will b able to meet him sometime, leaves me sad and thinking that i hope the airport scene is not the last time i ll b seeing him...... but also it encoarages me to study harder for CAT and be in par with my peers (sounds ambiguity... )..........

Happy B Day Banda

After a long long time I saw a Dry (literally dry) day.. and it also happened to b Banda's B Day...... wow so there were just too many reasons to celebate ha.... wel also completed all my pending works( including making DD for IIFT).... thou a boring but important job......... so here i was.. dont remember where the day went .. but yes the night was rocking with Vodka, Prakashanand and some cigratte...........

well but y am i feared to write my CAT prep progress on this space.. i dont know ...... but I just can write it coz i m nowhere... i m still striving... completed my 8th revesion for maths yesterday but still thts not enogh.... oh god help me

who says u have to stay captivated in the face of calamity

With some joyous moments I have been able to regain back my spirit. Though it is raining since the last 24 x 7 hours but hey you always get something to do other than just merely studing and reading and watching movies. Yestereday night i partied(thou jus for no reason) at Newyorkers and treated myself with some of the real hot, sizzling and cheesy stuff... wel it seemed to b the perfect food in this season..... and if that was less jus went to atri's place today for lunch (thou ate so much that dont feel for the need of dinner now) ... had a real gala time out there with some good food and jokes. now thou it is still raining( and is predicted to rain in the nest 48 hrs again) i am high on my spirit.. looking forward to solving some good maths problem and Banda's bday

and ofcourse as Prad says

Flavour of the week

Aerosmith and Cliff Richards